I honestly got everything I wanted. Sharing a birthday with a holiday isn’t the most fun, but I dealt with it.
Friday, I hung out with my good friend Justine. Her and I talked about boys. Who would have guessed. I feel really bad because I know she hurts far more than I do, but I tried to help out with what I could. After all of that shit, we sang and watched movies. Right before I was wanting to crash, I received a message on Facebook. It was from Steve. Things are okay and civil between us, but I still have a guard up. It was just nice to know that he’s in my life again and I only hope the best for the both of us.
Yesterday, my closest friends came over and it was rad. They make me laugh and put me in my best mood. It’s good to know that I’m surrounded by people who love me and I can return the love back. I was so excited at the fact that a girl, who I have been friends with for about a year, came over. It was first time meeting her, so it was awkward yet fun. After most people had left, Kyle, Allie, Kaylie and I were chilling outside. Kyle pulled a move and started to hold my hand. I’m still confused on a lot in my life right now, but it felt wonderful. His hand was warm as fuck and it just felt right. Everyone had left around 11:00, so Allie and I went to Wal-mart to fuck shit up.
Today was Easter. My mom and dad gave me the biggest hugs and my mom made me breakfast this morning. I’m starting to love my mom and dad more that I’m getting older and more mature. Later on in the day, I went to spend my day with family and it wasn’t the best. I don’t exactly love my family like most people do, but I had to deal with them. When I came home, I watched the 40-year-old virgin and am now on the phone with my best friend. This is a perfect way to end a great birthday.